The light is on and someone's home

i think that (today was awesome because we had a blackout at the school because there was an accident that took out the electricity for 15 minutes and they decided to call school off but then the power came back on but it was all right because they had already made the call so we all went home merrily on our little half-day and then i went to wendy's where i ate a chicken in sandwich form and there was a heated argument about all this drama and revenge that's been going on this week and i don't want to get into it but they're both equally at fault anyways after that we headed over to henry's barn and we messed around with our instruments without actually doing anything because we couldn't get focused and then robert and rob and a-lev and i headed over to the school so we could go to the math meet that we all did terribly at even our star mathlete which was quite the disappointment but we'll live i suppose since we have a state math meet that we're actually going to prepare for and tomorrow there's a show that dumbledore's army is undubitably playing at for our improv club show thing that's happening tomorrow and i'm moderately worried since we haven't really practiced at all for it but it should be ok because i don't expect a lot of people to be there in the first place none of us do really since the improv club is a new and obscure club that will hopefully gain popularity in the coming years since it's great in concept and i'm wondering how i'm gonna go about making a video since we're having band practice and then the show tomorrow but i guess i'll work my way around it the best i can and my dad said that he's repairing the headphones this weekend but he probably won't since he always says that he will fix stuff soon and takes ages to get around to doing it and i should be working on my french composition because lately i've been falling behind and my classes although i can't really pinpoint why i guess it's just the fact that this whole year's just been taking it's toll on mentally and i'm finding myself suffering from frequent brain farts but i'm sure i'll recover and end up doing fine in my classes even if the tests of doom are looming so closely in my future and tomorrow if i find the time i'm going to write lyrics for the first time in ages i have a decent idea i'm thinking of like using this complex war analogy and i'm gonna find out if it works the song's probably going to be called the light is on and someone's home because it's gonna be about finally coming to grips with stuff and becoming aware that you've been wronged so long and lied to either literally at war or emotionally at war with emotion i know it all sounds kind of trite but i'm gonna try my damndest to make it sound fresh since i'm actually suffering from relationship problems for once in my life but it's not even relationship problems as much as it is the lackthereof and my extreme desire to have a serious long-term one and the fact that i'm feeling tethered back by some indescribable but completely conspicuous force and it's kind of really bothering me and i wish it'd all end well but the fact that i don't see it ending well right now is inspiring me to write this song as much as i hate writing about love since i think it's such an overdone subject and i wish the sun would come out again and shine permanently so that i could go on enjoyable runs but i'm not quite at the point where runs are enjoyable again since i've kind of grown to be out of shape which is a real shame since i think taking care of one's body is one of the most important thing's that one can do so hopefully i'll get back into the swing of things before track season legitimately starts and i find myself heaving and huffing in front of my coaches which is truly nothing short of embarrassing and i feel like i've expended all of the things i wanted to talk about today thank you for listening although you probably didn't listen but i love you all the same thank you and) it's time that i said good night.

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